Juicy “Fruit”.

I recently made the decision to start working out again. There really are no words to express how happy I am to be “back in the gym” so why don’t I just go ahead and show you a picture I took last night as I was getting ready to leave to go torture myself on the elliptical machine.
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(No, you’re not imagining it. I really am that beautiful. )
I hate going because I am a total trainwreck at the gym these days. (Thank you, Hashimotos.) My legs have actually given out on me while on the elliptical, I start wheezing after 10 minutes, I have to continually check my heart rate (because I’m not supposed to let it get over 150). It’s embarrassing, man. And yet, I soldier on because I know that it’s crucial for both my physical and mental health.
I don’t have high expectations of losing 70 pounds like I did before. My motivation is purely to improve my health so that sometime in the near future I’ll stop feeling like I’m half dead and maybe have the energy to give my husband an unexpected blow job again! And if I’m lucky? I’ll drop a pound or two.
In other news…
Next Wednesday I will be boarding a plane at 7 in the morning and making my way to New Jersey and then, New York City. My mouth literally waters when I think of all of the fun that I am going to have seeing old friends again, (and possibly, hopefully, meeting new ones) I could come up with a list as long as my tittays hang of reasons NOT to go (OMG! I need FIVE DIFFERENT OUTFITS!?!) but the benefit of being surrounded by friends in a city that I love outweighs every single one of the excuses I can come up with to not go.
(Did that make any sense? The Hash is RAGING today and I am having trouble thinking straight. Or maybe it’s not The Hash at all, but the effing smoothie I have been trying to drink since breakfast messing with my brain because who knew a pound of fruit could taste like something that comes out of ones ass?)
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A pound of fruit? MORE LIKE A POUND OF JUICY FART, MAN. No, seriously, it actually tastes like a fart and I’m kind of pissed off that I spent $10 on 4 bottles of that crap.

72 thoughts on “Juicy “Fruit”.

  1. Helen

    You are a total star! I walk into town and back and have to nap for 3 hours to get over it! I know you will have fun in NY….I am flying to Boston in June to meet up with all my online friends….what would we do without the wimmins?

  2. E :)

    It depends what flavour the fart is if it tastes good or not, I suppose.
    And you look ready to rumble in that photo. Maybe you should take up a more violent sport or martial arts. Imagine that every opponent is The Hash. I think you would kick butt.

  3. AmyM

    Ha! My 8 year old can’t even look at those bottles with out blushing. “Mom, look at what it says…’Naked’”.
    Good for you for getting back to the gym. I hope you feel some improvements soon, so you’ll have the motivation to keep at it. Because you are so gonna kick Hash’s ass!

  4. Nancy R

    Yeah, that stuff is… thicker that I expected it would be, considering it’s ‘juice’.
    The Hash…LOVE the nickname. “Hash, I’m gonna kick your ash!”

  5. Carrie

    Okay, I’m sort of drunk, but you made me burst out laughing with that last. Won’t be trying it, though I had been curious!

  6. MammaLoves

    I have a just say no policy with smoothies–well most fruits and vegetables really, but smoothies? Yuck.
    Good luck hon! You inspire me.

  7. chris

    I can’t wait to see you! Though I am a little disappointed that I don’t see my name with a big heart around it ;-)
    The Hash made me say it, man. The Hash.

  8. DogsDontPurr

    Ugh….I know how hard it is to get going with the work out. Even when you have so many motivating factors, it still sucks at the beginning. I’ve been sitting here reading blogs for the past hour just to put off my work out. Thank God you posted something….I get to stall just a little longer!
    But good on you for getting out and getting going. There was some comedian that once said, “If I do just *one* sit-up, that’s more than most people do!” Sometimes that gets me going. If I can do one, I can do two, then maybe three….and then I’m on my way. Speaking of being on my way, I guess I should get going on *my* workout.
    Hope your workout rocks! I’ll be sending good workout vibes your way!

  9. amanda

    It takes herculean strength to get out from beneath the literal and figurative weight you are dealing with. I hope you know that by even walking through the doors of that gym you are fucking kicking ass. For me, motion has always helped ot chase the blues.
    Now, as(s) for those smoothies, umm, anything drinkable that can also be chewed is a bad thing in my book and grittiness, not an adjective I like to assign to anything I ingest.
    Buy a blender, seriously.

  10. AlwaysCurious

    Don’t laugh… but the green one (superfood i think it is called) from naked ROCKSSSS. I love love love it. It is $$$ like all of them, but so yummy and super good for you.

  11. Mitch

    also decided to go back to the gym just two days ago and enroll myself. It will be my 3rd day today. And i am sweating like hell…But it feels good :D..love it…

  12. spt

    i am like you, feel like crap, hate to go out, sick of my clothes and my body and sick of myself for feeling that way. i started going to the gym 3 months ago. it is humbling and humiliating but i tell myself i am a badass for doing it.

  13. Maria

    Have you tried the Vitamin water? All of the ones I tried were very good, including the energy one.

  14. Jenny, Bloggess

    1. Those drinks suck ass. If I were you I’d add a little rum to them. Rum is fat free so it’s practically a diet pill.
    2. Have you ever woken up to 10 emails from people saying “OMG, check out the naked picture of you on JoyUnexpected!”? Because it’s unsettling. Also? Awesome.

  15. gingermog

    Hi I am buzzed to hear you are going back to the gym. I havea sporadic relationship with that place too. I miss your Aerobic dancing classes and think I would be totally intimidated by your ass busting moves. I hate what Hashimoto’s disease has been doing to your mojo, and hope the Dr’s can step up to help you recover your full self. Enjoy your trip! x

  16. Sheila

    Way to go with the gym! I recently got back there too. And when I started two months ago I could only jog for 5 minutes. Now I’m up to 25. And it didn’t honestly take that long. It’s amazing how once we start exercising, our bodies catch up pretty quickly.
    So keep at it! You may feel like a slug now, but you won’t always! That’s awesome!
    Visit To Love, Honor and Vacuum today!

  17. KimberlyDi

    I’m SO HAPPY that you’ve gone back to the gym. It SUCKS, it really does, when you get to a point in your life that you have to fight SO HARD with your body just to stay healthy. I’ve been going for 5 weeks now and the results are SO SLOW. Frustratingly slow. It will get better. Go fight those machines. Sweat. And BE PROUD OF YOURSELF every time you leave the damn place. This is what control is. Taking charge of your health.

  18. G-mom

    1st time on Elipetical aka Death machine @ 188lbs 3 mins. and I was looking for the ambulance with the oxygen tank! Every 3 days I added 2 min. Now I can do 20-40 min. No fuss.
    O, that bottled Sh1t! Ewwww bought a magic bullet my own fruit and make my own. Helluva lot cheaper and takes 2 min. to do. Occasionally on Fri. night I add a shot of white Rum and have a Dacquiri of choice. LOL
    Congrats and don’t lose hope starting is the worst part!

  19. Caitlin

    OK, if every woman in the world mentioned “finding the energy to give my husband an unexpected blow job or two” amongst their motivations for going to a gym, they’d never have to pay their own membership fees, EVER AGAIN. I’m pretty sure you just took “Wife of the Year” award, hands down, with that remark.

  20. Suzanne

    Good for you going to the gym! And good for us -hopefully there will some funny stories coming up about almost punching the bitchy wimmins from the step class. Can’t wait!

  21. ben

    I haven’t had an unexpected blow job in something like 22 years, I think. Not that I’m counting, but you brought it up.
    Also, a whole new meaning for “Joy unexpected”
    Keep rocking the gym, kick it’s ass. You know you can.

  22. Jennifer

    New York! FUN!!! If you happen to have a layover in the great state of Indiana, call me!
    Have a good time on your trip. Also, thanks for the heads up about the farty flavored juice…I keep seeing those fancy schmancy drinks and think I should buy them because they would make me healthy.

  23. Heather B.

    So will we be drinking. Yes or no? If not that’s cool but then I’ll just have to dump some cookays at your feet and then who the hell knows what might happen.

  24. glc

    “MORE LIKE A POUND OF JUICY FART, MAN.”
    I’ll have to share that with my sister as she just recently got hired by that company in their Marketing dept.

  25. Leah

    Okay first It tastes like fart is hilarious. Second I also hate hate hate to exercise. My friend did the Walk away the pounds with Leslie Sansone workout tapes. She lost 80 plus pounds. I have done them to, and when I do they work! It’s just walking no running, but it is an awesome workout. She also cut down her portions and took walks outdoors too.

  26. jac

    OMG you are so eff-in funny! found you by way of jenny and promptly adding you to my feed reader! hope you have a blast in the city. i live in NJ and work in the city and absolutely love it.

  27. justmylife

    I have one of those stupid balls, it sits in the corner of my room. It makes fun of me. I refuse to go to the gym, they would laugh me out of it. Good Luck to you though! You really look excited to go. Bet your husband is supportive, with the thought of an unexpected BJ and all! heh.

  28. Christie

    I have to give you some kind of balls of steel. You speak your mind, take wonderful pictures of exactly how you feel and yet, make it all look so peachy. Enjoy your time in the Big City…I would say think positive but there is only so many times one can tell you that and not want to kill the next person that says that. As for the gym…I wish I can get the nerves to go back.

  29. Jessica

    We can hate the machines together. I can’t use the elliptical because my ankles are screwed up, but I use the treadmill religiously. I do have to be careful though because I have high blood pressure and a couple of weeks ago, I suffered a pretty severe asthma attack. They put me on Prednisone for it, but I swear to Hell, it screwed up my body. So now I get out of breath quicker. Sucks.
    We can do it though, even if we have to flip off the camera now and then. :D

  30. Laural

    Just so you know – I hate the elliptical machine. My toes go completely numb when I try it. I can do like 10 minutes. Ick.
    As for that drink, I’ve never heard of it. But … maybe try making real smoothies. Maybe they would taste better?? (I say this having never made one).
    Do you have Booster Juice where you live? That’s super yummy.

  31. BookMamma

    You are SUCH a badass!
    I wish I had half the bollocks you do…
    Hope you have a great time and drink lots of martinis. And that The Hash gives you a fucking BREAK for the duration.

  32. maggie, dammit

    Wait — who are you? I think maybe I LOVE you!
    Oh shut up, I’m clearly new to the cool party. I always am.
    Found you through Bloggess. As soon as I saw your photo I knew I was here to stay. Off to look around….

  33. laura

    You make me laugh. Even when you are posting cranky self portraits.
    I hope you’ll get back to the Dance that is Aerobic. I do Jazzercise and I believe I am correct in saying I totally dominate the other wimmins in that class with my booty shaking action. Free endorphins, baby. Go getchyou some!

  34. Amber

    OMG your going to be in NJ!?!?! AHh i’ve been reading since we were both pregnant! What lovely times! LOL ANyways I’ve been trying to muster up the “talk and don’t be emabarassed” shit. Anyways, is there a central place all the Y lovers are going to meet or any chance we can meet up!?!? I would so love it! Let me know Yvonne :) Hopefully I can get rid of my fear and start my own blog & then talk DH in to letting me go to blogher! :)

  35. Amber

    OMG your going to be in NJ!?!?! AHh i’ve been reading since we were both pregnant! What lovely times! LOL ANyways I’ve been trying to muster up the “talk and don’t be emabarassed” shit. Anyways, is there a central place all the Y lovers are going to meet or any chance we can meet up!?!? I would so love it! Let me know Yvonne :) Hopefully I can get rid of my fear and start my own blog & then talk DH in to letting me go to blogher! :)

  36. Vanessa

    I’m jealous you get to go to NYC. I used to live there but had to move away because it was too expensive. Eat at Vento or Ciro for me.

  37. Rachael

    Naked Juice is the bomb, yo. You don’t like one, try another. Oh, and just so you know? Green Machine needs a chaser. Unless you LIKE the subtle carburetor aftertaste. Algae and garlic with fruit, yum!

  38. Lar

    I just signed up for a gym membership today, and I, too, am dreading it like the devil himself.
    And my husband thinks “it tastes like a fart” is about the funniest thing he’s heard in a long time.

  39. Yak

    OK, I am so not trying that “juice.” Why does everything good for you taste like dog shit? About the exercise: you’re already way ahead of me because I refuse to subject myself to the elliptical; too much bouncing and balance involved. On the once-in-a-fucking-blue-moon days that I got o the gym, I do the treadmill where I start at a nice normal pace and then gradually amp up the incline so it’s like I’m walking up hill. This gets me the exercise in a more steady fashion, I feel. Not like I have bodacious ta-tas that make bouncing unpleasant; I just like to pretend I’m cruising in a million-dollar yacht rather than riding an irritable camel.

  40. Rayne of Terror

    I happened to catch Dr. Oz (of Oprah fame, have you heard of him) and his radio partner Mike Croizen (may be misspelled) talking about thyroid problems and specifically Hashimodo on Oprah XM radio yesterday. ANYWAY, Mike’s expertise is thyroid problems and he told the caller who was trying to both get her numbers right and lose 40 pounds NOT to jog on the treadmill or use the elliptical. He told her the best exercising to lose weight while trying to get her thyroid numbers in line was walking and weightlifting. He said weightlifting is really important. You seem like you are becoming your own expert, but I thought this might be helpful and point you in another research direction. Hugs,

  41. Rebekah

    I started going to the gym this week – made it three times! I used to like working out (sort of) when I was in my 20′s and there was a lot less of me. I have so much weight to lose at this point that it is pretty overwhelming. It will take quite awhile to see any results, but I’m almost 36, am having some health problems, and have NOW decided I want to have a baby. What great timing. Couldn’t have made that decision when I was 25, healthy, and trim, right? Sure, I wasn’t married then and was in grad school and working 40 hours/week…but still! Keep on keepin’ on and I will too.

  42. bzmomma

    I started working out @ a different gym yesterday and signed up. Sucks b/c I am paying for 2 memberships, but oh wells (long story). Hope I can keep it up. You look like you will give Hash a swift kick in the arse!
    PS – Have fun in my neck of the woods (I’m from NJ close to NY)!

  43. Sarah

    I thought you might find this neat.
    http://www.cockeyed.com/photos/bodies/heightweight.shtml
    It’s pictures of people of different heights and weights that this guy put together in a chart. I looked at mine (5 10″, 210) and I realized that I’m really not that big at all. If you look at other people who are the same proportions as you, you get a better idea of what you actually look like to other people. You probably look fan-freakin’-tastic in all those clothes that you bought, and I hope that you can be comfortable in them.

  44. reinstate@freewill.com

    reinstate@freewill.com
    The gods never sacrificed. They force sacrifice upon others but evade it themselves.
    Unfuck Planet Earth.
    The gods will do everything in their power to prevent this, for they worked very hard to set up this degenerative environment.
    As people begin to age the gods employ corrupting tactics. They ultimately begin to look down on the children and the wisdom they recently understood:::
    They voluntarily turn their back on their opportunity to ascend and instead embrace evil.
    It’s not old people who go to heaven. Old people must come back because of the mistakes they’ve made throughout their lives. Children are the ones who have the opportunity to ascend.
    Children are discounted by adults in society. The gods corrupt people as they age, use trust-building tactics and soon adults view the children as ignorant, yet to understand the god’s system, and subsequently look down on the children. This is one of the most bitter, painful ironies the gods employ, for people consciously turn their back on and lose their opportunity to ascend::::
    Religions teach that old people to go to heaven when they die. They don’t. Old people are reincarnated. It’s the children who go to heaven.
    The wisdom the gods impart to children, either through their innocence/purity or religious-based educational pursuits are the gods sharing the truth with their most favored people::::It’s the children whom the gods teach the right way for it is the children who have a chance. For example, they teach children to have faith, for understanding the god’s geographical clues hurts people by illustrating negative things, opening the door for the god’s to employ deceptive tactics.
    Old people don’t go to heaven. Old people must come back because of the mistakes they’ve made throughout their lives. It’s the children who have the opportunity to go to “heaven”. They must behave apprioriately, think correctly and be genuinely god-fearing. Their innocence and lack of desensitization ensures they have a real opportunity to achieve this goal.
    This is charecteristic of the gods methodology::::The big prize gone early, compelling people to chase something that already has been decided. They sent this clue with boss as well. It is also a clue supporting my claim RW&B’s german is in fact Christianity’s Anti-Christ. Logic also dictates, considering the definition.
    The confusion over this multi-dimentional positioning will serve as an effective tactic, eliminating many additional disfavored in the process.
    Females are better people than males
    Historically the role of females was as enforcers of decency. Men have god’s disfavor and enagage in behavior damaging to themselves and their families. Women who adhered to this crucial role helped the men understand and avoid inappropriate behavior while enhancing decency in their domestic environment. These women sacrifice to help the disfavored:::They are like Jews, scattered throughout Europe to help the misled Christians.
    Many disfavored groups embrace “paternalistic superiority” and believe the men are “entitled”::::;If Italian women tried to enforce decency the men beat and raped them.
    The gods subsequently used this Italian charecterisitic to corrupt other morbidly disfavored groups, legitimizing this and other associated behavior.
    The gods are users.
    You don’t want to heed the senarios they sell you telepathically. The gods instruct the computer to use temptation to test us. Your best case senario is to recapture your innocence and strive for purity:::Flanders in on the Simpsons FOR A REASON!!! Barring that, if you are so corrupted you MUST understand then you need to think and interperet their clues yourself and stop listening to the inaccurate senarios they feed you, for this is a delaying tactic which is costing you years.
    They said HW was a “traitor”, established with the airplane incident during WorldWarII. As we witnessed repeatedly in the 20th century, these incidents ocurr to initiate a legacy and pave the way for a far more significant events in the future::::
    If true this legacy would recurr in W’s administration::::
    Rebate checks on the way into and out of office are both bad signs.
    Signing on to Iraq to eliminate Saddam and 4,000 Americans is another clue.
    Don’t be surprised if they have him sabotage some things on his way out, and since McCain is good it will (has) happen(ed) one way or the other::::
    The whole economy issue came out of nowhere in February 2008. Consistant with the god’s methodology, expect justification was utilized::::::
    Of course the crashing dollar of the last few years has comeplled OPEC to value oil with the Euro instead of the dollar.
    Don’t forget:::The Reagan administration was charecterized with banking scandal too:::”Intentional foreclosure” constitutes justification sufficient for their exclusion::::
    I realize this problem isn’t just a California issue, but the “upside down” status of home owners makes California special, makes “intentional foreclosure” far more attractive to the morbidly disfavored, victims of the “platform” which was used to promote social poison in the 20th century.
    Sounding like a goddamn blooming idiot when he speaks is a clue unlike any others. When Reagan spoke it sounded as if he “fuddled”, a clue not to trust him.
    “They’re going to pay for 2004.” Redneck states. And oh how they will pay:::
    Recently they have stated that the Chinese are holding US paper. Some patriot W is, selling US debt to communists. Perhaps the invasion mentioned below will be a way to “redeem” these bonds after they’ve fallen into default.
    Earlier they illustrated that there is a higher ocurrance of 1998 victims in the South, using the Clinton figure to prey on his own kind.
    Perhaps part of the family legacy.
    Considering the scripted real estate collapse in California, the “upside down” position and subsequent explositon in “intentional foreclosure”, do the gods sell these rednecks on “eye for an eye” to some individuals, useful in building their confidence and ensuring absolute compliance, among other things?
    Forgiveness:::Some Meditereanean preaches the virtues of “forgiveness”. I guess. It was their kind who fucked up Planet Earth.
    The Jesus who preached forgiveness was evil, the same Jesus backed by the god’s powers via miracles.
    “Eye for an eye makes the world blind.” Oh, no::::”Eye for an eye” conditions people and forces them to behave appropriately.
    One goal of the Iraq War was to eliminate Saddam Hussein. Saddam Hussein was an OUTSTANDING leader for the disfavored Iraqis. He kept the peace among the grossly disfavored which, once US pullout is complete, may never be achieved again.
    If Saddam Hussein was assigned American urban ghettos the blacks whom resided there would become decent, and their children would have a real opportunity to ascend where none exists today.
    “Forgiveness” is yet another dynamic of Christianity which is preditory.
    This current environment where the gods punish evil covertly enables the perception of evil rewarded and the indecnecy that results produces a planet which is not sustainable.
    We no longer receive contradicting feedback because the gods have decided to end on Planet Earth. Consistant with their methodology it begins with the most disfavored among us first.
    ———————————————————————————————
    There is one geographic clue I have not addressed in years:::Uranus, a planet tilted 90 degrees on its axis. I have stated in years past that I think this is yet another geographic clue offered by the gods, this one suggesting the fate of planet Earth, that tectonic plate subduction would be the method of disposal:::Earth’s axis will shift breaking continental plates free and initiating mass subduction.
    Undesirables will either perish in the government marijuana erradication program “gone awry” or be the recipients of reparations granted by the US government because of it.
    Or both.
    I believe the New Testiment battle of the Anti-Christ and the Second Coming of Christ will ocurr in subsequent years SPECIFICALLY because these people will be distracted with the money during the event.
    When the Earth’s axis shifts people will be cast into outer space with gold cards in hand.
    I think this was foreshadowed on an episode of the Simpsons where Homer and Bart are on the disfavored ship and eject, only to experience a sense of euphoria, expand then explode in the vacuum of space.
    Recall I recently brought up the possible Manifest Destiny-positioned Chinese invasion of the United States (west coast) upon economic abandonment by their clone host tools (economic destruction and deterioration.mp3). They have mentioned this in years past.
    Newspaper just made a curious change where they combined the sports and business sections, and to properly read the business section you need to read “backward”. Like Asian languages.
    Tariffs. The gods are instruct their tools to defend open free trade, as they will to the bitter end. The gods have a script and they need economic (d)evolution sufficient to justify what they have scripted for our future, so they use their tools to adamantly defend this concept of fair trade::::The time for tariffs has long since past.
    Recently they have stated that the Chinese are holding US paper. Some patriot W is, selling US debt to communists. Perhaps the invasion will be a way to “redeem” these bonds after they’ve fallen into default.
    Incidentally, the Chinese recalls (lead-based paint on toys, toothpaste, etc) may be in preparation for this invasion, a tactic esuring a percentage of disfavored affected will fight to the bitter end.
    I’ve recently stated how the gods will use the Japanese as role models to the Chinese as China becomes increasingly Westernized. Expect a cultural movement celebrating Japanese culture in decades prior, much as we witnessed in the west in the past.
    If we do witness a Chinese invasion on American soil don’t be surprised if the very same tactics the Japanese employed on the Chinese will be used on us. Lack of empathy is a dynamic the gods will find important in the context of justification, niggers:::
    I’ve recently stated how the gods will use the Japanese as role models to the Chinese as China becomes increasingly Westernized.
    Feedback II.wav
    Recall how Americans so frequently laughed at the French for their lack of military response when confronted by the Nazi army. To resist would have been suicide. Their reaction was appropriate. The opposite would be one as we witnessed in Vietnam. These are morbidly disfavored Asians and take great pride in their resistance. The gods DO use their pride in resistance by positioning in appropriate temptation, ensuring minimal sucess.
    If events transpire I recommend you respond like the French and not like the Vietnamese. If this is a west coast event it may not have serious effect but if it is nationwide the United States will lose over a hundred million in the South and midwest.
    It doesn’t matter. McCain doesn’t have a chance. Osama’s too good. The debates will be one-sided. He has a better chance against Hillary. I can get into the explanation that the gods only use their power to hurt the disfavored, but you’ve already heard it. Consistant with this, expect gas to climb to $4 if not $5 this summer, ensuring the election is delivered to the wrong candidate::::They’ve used the price of gas to punish the people for electing the wrong person. In addition, public response to recent poor economic reports ensures conservative behavior, another factor which is intentionally damaging to McCain’s chances.
    IN 2000 you didn’t have a choice, and they sent this clue very nicely with proceedings surrounding the election (just like the 2008 Democratic candidate due to Superdelegates!!!). But 2004 was different. In an ironic twist it will be just the opposite this year, where the gods use the price of gas and run-down economy diverts you TO their prefered candidate. It’s ocurring intentionally for this purpose.
    You idiot redneck political types are the chumps here. 1998::::Something for everybody. Clinton’s impeachment was for people like you. ANYTIME the kids support a candidate it is a RED FLAG, and they supported Clinton in 1992.
    It is VERY important that you think clearly::::::::It’s important you differentiate between your thoughts and when the computer thinks through you. They’ve led many into Damnation with this tactic.
    Both Clinton and Osama have(had) redwhite&blue campaign signs. John McCain’s is blue and white.
    I’d like to note “Deja vu”, a clue the gods offer to the disfavored::::In an incident similar to the 1998 Clinton impeachment, Osama delivered his speech on race one day before the 5-year anniversary of the Iraq War.
    As I noted before in an earlier version:::Arizona is good. Arizona fought making MLK Day a holiday. CNN shares McCain voted against making MLK Day a holiday in 1983.
    This is quinessential reverse positioning::::People don’t recognize the positive and instead are deceived by the god’s reverse positioning, costing themselves the best candidate for the job.
    7.44′s Port Chicago explosion, in the “eye of The Beast”, was a planned incident in WorldWarII. The Italians who planned WWII knowingly used Port Chicago as the seeds of Civil rights because of this symbolism.
    Segregation is favor bestowed upon people. Integration represents a deterioration which the gods will use as justification. Considering its global effect people should be alarmed:::We have witnessed a global “leveling of the playing field” event.
    Prior to civil rights blacks had their own press. In the absence of civil rights they would have grown into legitimate media outlets. This is not to say the gods wouldn’t have put forth contradictory Manifest Destiny programming to counter, but blacks would have had a choice where none exists now. Similarly, black industrialist would have arisen to serve the black community, and the presence of these black billionaries would have fored the gods to factor them into positioning, excluding such Manifest Destiny abused such as AIDS in Africa, drive-by gangbanging and the crack epidemic.
    Civil rights is a wonderful example of a “Big Lie”, reverse positioning that can help people see and think clearly. They sent this clue to blacks with MLK’s “If I had to sneeze” speech.
    McCain’s our man.
    After 2003 John McCain stated his opposition to the war. Despite this pro-war “party line” he must adhere to as the Republican candidate I’d like this opposition used during the campaign. Without it he is finished.
    “McCain’s a dinosaur.” So was matchmaking. So was decency.
    People don’t understand this issue. They see Osama and think he’s the best candidate because he’s appears to have more favor. Never look for consistancy, for Artificial Intelligence is infinitly dynamic:::They make W sound like an idiot when he speaks for a different reason. Also, “sumbling” and “idiot” likely have separate meanings associated. Sorry. It’s not supposed to be easy.
    The gods have their plan and they aren’t going to allow any “do-gooders” interfere with how they intend to proceed:::When they put forth good they create tactics to play off the public’s misconceptions::::Make him stumble over his words, etc. The gods send this clue in the Situation:::I’m trying to help people and they ruin my delivery to ensure the number of people who are receptive is minimized.
    Don’t forget::::The gods will create the perception of favor then corrupt the disfavored with it. My example is Mormons who have the appearance of favor. The gods use this to corrupt the others, even use it to enhance the ranks of LDS. And if any of you LDS think that “We’ve changed.” can look to the Catholic Church as the roots of Christianity to help you understand.
    Yes both candidates are clone hosts. Yes the gods will switch them out to justify them being good or evil, depending on how the script reads. But much as I explained this “multi-dimentional” thinking is not for you. The gods use this as a corruptor. They’ll sell this, lie to the disfavored and use this as temptation.
    “Your child is Hitler. Fuck him over.” is just one example:::If you don’t do the best you can for your children the gods will punish you.
    This is the life into which you’ve been placed. This is the life on which you will be judged.
    In case you are still interested in the god’s Planet Earth theater, favored redwhite&blue is a MAJOR player, and their favor is significant to justify not only the destruction of my life but the destruction of the Final Prophet and Planet Earth as well::::
    Favored redwhite&blue is the true enemy of the people. I suspect consistant with this they are positioned responsible for the environmental deterioration that the repression of alternate technologies has wrought.
    The gods put their positioning into place and then enforce it:::Christianity, Manifest Destiny, Sigmund Freud’s psychoanalysis, 1906′s New Roman Empire. I suspect World War II’s Nazi ideals of “Aryan superrace” is another example of the gods getting their tools into place for the theater that will be the Apocalypse.
    Because of their status as enemies of the New Roman Empire the germans are going to be positioned as the destructors, similar to how they were portrayed in World War II.
    Don’t be surprised if favored redwhite&blue turns out to be the Anti-Christ and leads the Fourth Reich, fulfilling this positioning and proving to the world the destructive nature of this economic system. This may not be exactly how their script reads, but the god’s have a BIG SURPRISE like this to spring on the disfavored, and it will contain an insult like this as a clue NOT to watch this theater::::::Expect they will fulfill some contrived positioning foreshadowed in WorldWarII:::Some American plays the role of hero and emerges as the Second Coming of Christ for this final scene.
    Who will it be? Italian? Look for at least the mother to be Italian, consistant with matrilineal descent, allowing the New Roman Empire to claim the Second Coming of Christ. It’s all just theater. The gods don’t admit any of this because people woudl freak, especially as we approached the big day.
    People may say “How can they poisiton favored redwhite&blue in as the Anti-Christ?” It may be consideration. Don’t forget:::They prey on enemies of the Roman Empire out of respect for their Manifest Destiny superiors.
    The gods positioning the Italians gave it to him for his loyalty. They gave it to him for his efforts to defeat alternate technologies/energy sources, ensuring the people would be delivered to the point of desperation.
    It’s all theater. The gods position it that the New Roman Empire is dooling out the “big prizes”, and Anti-Christ is a big role. Likely the gods position it as it buys him immortality in the context of this absentee-Christian god positioning. The “help” of this “back hand” is the gods positioned that he needs this to achieve immortality because of all the evil he engaged in during the course of his life, building his organizational empire.
    There is a issue with timing and the beginning of construction of disfavored redwhite&blue’s center, one where this company looks bad.
    I personally believe the favored redwhite&blue is the element of favor necessary for my failure, for if it were just the disfavored redwhite&blue involved the gods would have let them fry and we would have had a full-blown prophet event, one where our “absentee Christian god” emerged and revealed themselves.
    In addition favored redwhite&blue had to maintain appearances. Disfavored redwhite&blue is Italian and was VERY involved in the 20th century’s ugliness.
    My life was destroyed becuase the gods had to create unrespecability in the context of positioning. Evident by their easily-discovered evil, disfavored redwhite&blue wouldn’t have cared if I was respectable or not, for they were involved in great evil against the respectable.
    Favored redwhite&blue is why I am fat. Favored redwhite&blue is why I was sedintary, for if I were respectable the gods wouldn’t have been able to position favored redwhite&blue into the Situation. Because of their ethnicity they get the priveledge of looking good. This is one reason why they got that prior knowledge and constructed their center before the Situaiton began::::Favored redwhite&blue is the TRUE Enforcer.
    Incidentally, in the course of this Situation the gods made many movies, using daily events in my life as inspiration. One of note:::Unhappy about the god’s behavior in the context of this event, while in favored redwhite&blue’s facility I looked at their mascot and flippantly declared::::”Why don’t you make a movie about these things?” Two years later ____ came out.
    They won’t admit this because favored redwhite&blue has to maintain their reputation based on integrity, any creative claims countering this truth were attemtpts to protect this, for this movie was unseemly and was very telling about the direction the gods were taking the people.
    And, as an added bonus they had their scapegoat without actually compensating him!!! Welcome to the pathology of the gods.
    In case you are still interested in the god’s Planet Earth theater, favored redwhite&blue is a MAJOR player, and their favor is significant to justify not only the destruction of my life but the destruction of the Final Prophet and Planet Earth as well::::
    Favored redwhite&blue is the true enemy of the people. I suspect consistant with this they are positioned responsible for the environmental deterioration that the repression of alternate technologies has wrought.
    The gods put their positioning into place and then enforce it:::Christianity, Manifest Destiny, Sigmund Freud’s psychoanalysis, 1906′s New Roman Empire. I suspect World War II’s Nazi ideals of “Aryan superrace” is another example of the gods getting their tools into place for the theater that will be the Apocalypse.
    Because of their status as enemies of the New Roman Empire the germans are going to be positioned as the destructors, similar to how they were portrayed in World War II.
    Don’t be surprised if favored redwhite&blue turns out to be the Anti-Christ and leads the Fourth Reich, fulfilling this positioning and proving to the world the destructive nature of this economic system. This may not be exactly how their script reads, but the god’s have a BIG SURPRISE like this to spring on the disfavored, and it will contain an insult like this as a clue NOT to watch this theater::::::Expect they will fulfill some contrived positioning foreshadowed in WorldWarII:::Some American plays the role of hero and emerges as the Second Coming of Christ for this final scene.
    Who will it be? Italian? Look for at least the mother to be Italian, consistant with matrilineal descent, allowing the New Roman Empire to claim the Second Coming of Christ.
    This entire event was something special, and consistant with segmentation they lied to different disfavored based on their chances :::Saved or The Damned.
    To The Damned I am an enemy of the Roman Empire, someone to be destroyed and used, and if the disfavored found that acceptable it worsened their lot, costed them hope and was a clue any recovery would be a very tough road to hoe.
    The saved saw other clues, boss, natural calamities, and it gave rise to me as a possible historical figure. The gods offered clues that neither “savior” nor “new king of Earth” was possible, for Christianity positioning is going to be fulfilled and Earth has to die.
    I don’t think we were ever talking about Second Coming of Christ in public circles, for this would have implied The End and that would have compelled people to freak. But in the context of private positioning, perhaps to clone hosts in The Beast, certainly to me, there may have been some connection::::
    Jesus of course was Jew, and they positioned this was a competition, reasoning “Since the Jews got Jesus they get this too.”, and that’s why I was hired by the Jew. Expect this was a way to enhance the theater among the disfavored.
    So positioning states by delivering me to these New Roman Empire monsters they knew I’d get fucked, and in the process forfeit this historical role, to the Jews, perhaps an Italian, for Italians granted “charity wealth” to Jews for planning/implimenting WWII and the Holocaust.
    In light of this “New Roman Empire”, since Christianity’s HQ is in Rome expect the Italians played some part in this historical, religious context.
    They suggested this event may already may have happened. If so this was the FAKE battle of good and evil, FAKE battle between the Second Coming of Christ and the Anti-Christ. They suggest the phoniness about it which was communicated to the disfavored telepathically was a clue. Ironically, this Situation is the REAL battle of good and evil, me vs. the gods.
    When the REAL battle of the Second Coming of Christ and Anti-Christ occurrs it will be theater, a staged event, and the Second Coming of Christ will “lead out” a pre-selected group, all of whom sign on to the god’s Christianity positioning, ironically incurring evil by participating and limiting their time in the process.
    Italians:::”(We’re all that. We deserve Second Coming.)” And they’re going to get it.
    The Boot will fuck you yet again::::People know Jesus isn’t the son of god, yet this is what the Bible dictates as requirement to be saved.
    Those whom the Second Coming will “lead out” will be a pre-selected group. But the “hangers on”, people who think they will be included by claiming to be believers will be disappointed. They will be mislead, left behind, The Boot’s final victims on Planet Earth.
    This is unimportant, irrelevant, because much like the creation of the perception of “savior” around Jesus to distract from his original purpose the gods used their tools to create this theater around me to prevent the disfavored from learning what I teach:::The Boot has fucked the disfavored twice, once when they ruined life in the 20th century, again when they were used to CHEAT you out and disposal of the Final Prophet. Just as they were talking heads for favored redwhite&blue expect this act to be cover for this organization, an original placement long before Italian placement in the “eye of The Beast”.
    Eiother way, the New Roman Empire is god’s Manifest Destiny positioning, and a clue they intend to fulfill their Christianity positioning as well.
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    Life used to be hard. People had to walk a mile to draw water. There was no refridgeration or canned foods. Now life is easy, but only in terms of life’s “basic necessities”.
    The “salvation” dynamic is quite the opposite:::We paid for our easy lives with our very souls.
    Life IS hard now. The gods have used their clone host tools to create the perception of evil rewarded (Italians, Japanese, etc) and then corrupted the disfavored with it. (Expect Asian Westernization is met with a European-style short memory span, allowing the gods to use their historical enemy, the Japanese, to corrupt Asians as they used the Italians to corrupt us).
    Before life was easier, more simple, innocent, pure. Employing these temptations ensured corruption is EXTREMELY difficult to overcome, a tactic which progressively ensures fewer disfavoreds repair their relationship with the gods.
    14 domesticable animals in the history of Planet Earth. None for Africa. In effect the gods were telling blacks:::::”Eat dirt.”
    Get a clue::::They don’t like you. They’re playing you for chumps.
    Blacks have forgotten their history. Italians preyed on them in the 20th century. They were slaves. The gods sent Pharroh in to rape, pillage and plunder.
    Jews have had a difficult history, but they developed empathy. As a result they tried to help the disfavored with 1492 exodus from Spain, scattered throughout Europe, etc.
    Blacks would be wise to examine this and try to emulate Jewish empathy.
    The clone hosting of Jesus.wav:::
    Much as we saw with another Mediterreanean prophet Mohammed the gods switched Jesus (good) and placed evil within the clone host so the gods could accomplish their goals::::Polygamy/misogyny and the creation of “savior” via Christianity.
    As I share:::Anytime the gods use their powers it is only to hurt you. “Miracles” are such an example. The gods only use their powers to disceive and mislead people as we all witness in different ways in each of our lives. Jesus’s miracles are a clue the gods were preying upon the disfavored.
    I suspect the teachings of good Jesus came in his 20s. Due to the unrespectability of Christianity, illustrated at least partially with Europe’s Sheep, I wonder if we ever did get a good Jesus before the age of 30.
    There is significant respectability among Muslims, and this may be reflected in the monagamous Mohammed.
    Every religion offers something which help people understand::: Reincarnation (Hindu), vengeful/wrathful god (Islam), etc.
    If you are afraid it is a good sign, for the gods are helping show you the right way to think. Don’t forget:::The gods lie to you, tell you Jesus is the “savior” but he floated up into the sky ALL ALONE!!! He didn’t save the disciples nor his precious mother. This is a clue from the gods helping you understand that you have to save yourselves.
    The Holocaust was foreshadowing.
    The gods established the pattern::::: the Jews sacrifice to help the disfavored understand::::
    1. 1492 exodus from Spain. Spain became evil – financed Columbus, initiated missionaries, USA (dumping ground of disfavored, victimized by god), etc.
    2. Spread throughout Europe as clue to Christians worshipping a false god.
    3. “Quasi-Holocaust claim” contradicting boss.
    4. 5. 6. 7. etc. etc. etc.
    I have put forth indisputable evidence, as you see above with the Jews. The gods will never admit any of it is true, ever, especially since THE BIGGEST JEWISH CLUE IS STILL OUTSTANDING::::THE HOLOCAUST!!!!!
    YOU HAVE TO DEFY!!!! The gods suggested the importance of defiance with the Holocaust:::The soldiers should have defied.
    They will lie to the disfavored up until the bitter end::::This tactic will ensure they claim a HUGE percentage of the disfavored, for so many refuse to defy and this will ensure they don’t go.
    When the REAL Holocuast happens people will sit by idley and watch tens of millions of blacks/cholos/white trash die, people who are the way they are (abusive, abrasive, violent, criminal) BECAUSE of their disfavor, and the computer makes them like that because of it, yet another reason why empathy is so important.
    The Jews showed you boss wasn’t going to happen with the Quasi-Holocaust claim. They will emphasize to the bitter end that there is no pattern of Jewish clues. They do so because there is still one clue outstanding, the most important clue:::::World War II’s Holocaust.
    The gods established the pattern:::The Jews sacrifice to help you understand::::1492 fled Spain, scattered throughout Europe to help the misled Christians understand, the Holocuast.
    The Jews sacrificed to show you boss wasn’t going to happen. When the Jews offer a clue you need to listen, and the Holocaust is the BIGGEST Jewish clue ever, the clue still outstanding.
    The Holocaust’s clue of defiance escaped you all:::::Everyone condemnes the blind obedience of the Nazi soldiers yet repeats this same behavior in your own personal lives, complying with every request they ask, even in the case of your precious children.
    ONE PURPOSE OF THE HOLOCAUST WAS TO COMMUNICATE THIS CLUE!!!! COMPLIANCE IS A MISTAKE!!!!!
    EVERYBODY does what they’re told, and look how bad society is deteriorated. THIS IS A CLUE!!!
    Telepathic requests constitute temptation.
    Much like matchmaking, much like so many social norms and mores the gods granted the people, they offered “prejudice” in the early days of this intermixing known as 20th century America.
    They told you to avoid Italians and blacks for good reason::::They are SO disfavored there is NOTHING either group won’t do. They will comply with every request. I know you people will too, in err, ignorant of or disregarding the god’s laws, but the difference was THE GODS WILL ASK THEM!!! You had too much favor for the gods to request such damaging behavior, at least until you became indecent too.
    Prejudice was good for everyone, for it ensured little opportunity for the gods to request, segregation and separation being common. It granted blacks especially more time to fix their problems and try to ascend, escaping this societal deterioration of the last 40+ years.
    As the people became increasingly indecent as the 20th century wore on so did we lose this precious benefit bestowed by the gods, opening the door for evil to befall us and for fatal evil to be incurred by the morbidly disfavored.
    Much like god’s law in holy books, “segregation” was favor bestowed upon the people::::The gods granted favor when they “segregated” us into our own areas of the world. This favor has been reversed not only within the context that is the United States but also with immigration witnessed throughout western Europe (and elsewhere?).
    Prior to civil rights blacks had their own press. In the absence of civil rights these entities would have grown into legitimate media outlets serving the black community.
    Maintaining segregation would have produced economic entities which arose from within the black community to fill the demand for goods and services.
    The presence of these “black industrialists” would have FORCED the gods to factor them into positioning, producing voices in support of the black community and preventing the gods from inflicting ALL THE SICKNESS WE HAVE WITNESSED IN THE last few decades::Crack babies, drive-by shootings, AIDS in Africa!!!
    The fastest growing industry in the ghetto is the oldest profession on Earth.
    The homosexual AIDS event happened because of their behavior in the SanFranciscio bathhouses.
    Italian claim to infamy is they destroyed life on earth. Irish claim is they prey on their own family members. Which one’s worse? Just as the gods targetted certain Italians for the degredation of life in the 20th century so did the do the same for the Irish, as I know all too well.
    Catholicism masculinized women. You have been warned:::CATHOLICS ARE BAD FOR YOU!!!
    I wonder how much the gods used the Green Bay geographic clue on the perpetually stupid Italians and used it to minimize abuses that otherwise would have ocurred?? “Sexual inadequecies of the men.” positioning may have justified “going easy” on a larger population of germans in the United States. All we need to do is look to blacks, enemies of the Roman Empire who were fucked wholesale, to see unabated abuses.
    The hypersexual laughing at superior life forms, ridiculing their favor.
    Incidentally, they share some of them will remain “perpetually stupid”. They are the Italians who crossed that line from person to preditor in the 30s, and they’re going to be on Planet Earth come Judgement Day, except in a non-Italian body, due to the god’s Manifest Destiny positioning of the New Roman Empire. Poetic justice.
    If I were king they would be the Italians who were pushed into it, for those who thought 1906 was a good idea would already be gone::::You suck.wav.
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    Hell’s Angels is yet another element to emerge from Oakland, the upper incisor of TheBeast, designed for ripping and tearing flesh. One element that links TheDamned, no matter the skin color:::::Violence.
    Fifth Season of Simpsons.
    Moe in group therapy for general public at school. He has a thought of Moe as a child wondering why adult Moe doesn’t speak with his Italian accent anymore?
    They are filth. But they sent this clue when they shaped their country like a boot.
    Incidentally, Italy looks like a high-heeled transsexual’s boot. Don’t be surprised if this is a dumping ground for select individuals.
    The gods love their irony.
    Moe is like the Italians whom set up the San Fernando Valley as the pornography capital that it is.
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    The rebirth of the 20th century’s New Roman Empire is positioned to be a clue Christianity is the one true religion, contributing to the god’s Manifest Destiny positioning.
    It5 also worked as a WONDERFUL corruptor with Italians, the disfavored’s enemies who subscribed to this shit and intentionally paved the way for the impending Apocalypse with the social deterioration witnessed in the 20th century. This is probably where the reputation “Italians are stupid.” comes from. “Don’t let your daughters date Italians.” is something else.
    The gods offered you The Boot AS A WARNING TO AVOID THIS DANGER!!!
    Just as AA meetings proves the gods will enforce their psychoanalysis positioning so does Manifest Destiny/New Roman Empire proves they will enforce their Christianity positioning.
    Planet Earth will die EXACTLY as it reads in the Book of Revelations.
    I was never going to save you. Nobody is. Just as they created polygamy around Mohammed so did they create the perception of savior around Jesus, designed to distract you from the true purpose of the prophet Jesus.
    And now you won’t listen to me either.
    Due to the unrespectability of Christianity, illustrated at least partially with Europe’s Sheep, I wonder if we ever did get a good Jesus before the age of 30.
    There is significant respectability among Muslims, and this may be reflected in the monagamous Mohammed.
    Much as with the Sigmund Freud psychoanalysis positioning the gods will too enforce their Manifest Destiny/Christianity positioning.
    They created the theater by giving me things like Boss and movies and other elements of the $100 billion. Calling these entities on their evil negates the positioned support of these organizations, which is and always was the god’s strategy for closure in the Situation.
    They lie, say I “saved” evil Italians, whom they say would not have been going because of the evil they inflicted upon the disfavored. Fingering this Italian shit allows the gods to position wiping that slate clean::::
    The gods will create the perception of evil rewarded by managing good and evil within their clone host tools then corrupt the disfavored with it.
    This is all part of the god’s Manifest Destiny theater, created using these clone host tools whom they rotate on a schedule based on use.
    Just like Sigmund Freud’s psychoanalysis they will enforce their Manifest Destiny/Christianity positioning as well:::People aren’t homosexual. They’re not alcoholics. They’re pushed into wanting it. That there are AlcoholicsAnonymous meetings occuring all across the planet proves the gods are going to enforce this lie. Similarly, the gods used some of their tools within this economic system to illustrate an “appeasement” of their Manifest Destiny superiors through preditory behavior upon enemies of this new “Roman Empire”.
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    Asians are the gods most favored race. It is evident in their uniformity. It is evident in their cultures.
    The gods place high barriers to entry for (some) Asians into the United States. This is yet another good example of reverse positioning, for the gods are really trying to protect those whom they grant favor upon.
    There are no barriers to entry for Latinos.
    When white people capitalize or exploit Asians they incurr and one day will be punished. This includes Chinese buffet restaurants, so prevalient in disfavored cities and the Southern United States, for the gods hate these people and want them to incurr.
    US popular culture is obsence. Intentionally. The gods are preying on the disfavored who remain, those foolish enough to participate.
    The Chinese have favor and the gods allow the government to protect the citizens, but Chinese cut-off is fast approaching, for soon westernization will level this playing field as well.
    This is yet another “BIG LIE” they sold to the disfavored, and it will ensure the homogination of Earth’s cultures via westernization.
    The gods still make effort through the Chinese government to protect the Chinese people. We hear about it in the United States, their Manifest Destiny/reverse positioning is used to label it “human rights violations”, paving the way for cancer that is democracy.
    Much as we saw in the United States regarding matchmaking, midwivery, female conservative dress and other topics, this tactic will slowly deteriorate this protection until China is completely infested with Westernization.
    If you lived in a communisitic state your 10 year old son wouldn’t be able to see pornographic images on the internet. The government would have filters in place to protect the people from this damaging behavior.
    Much like alcoholism, much like homosexuality the gods punish the people with magic.
    These desires you have are going to keep you out. I recommend you begin working on your problems, for if you don’t and are among those who are invited to Planet (Temptation) Manifest Destiny it will be very difficult, for life is fueled by magic up there, and if you don’t think right you won’t be staying for long.
    The gods are sending a clue Yahoo is good with this Chinese censorship issue.
    The American idea of freedom is a shock rocker anally masterbating with a crucifix. This is what the disfavored are free to enjoy in this open society, and due to their disfavor a certain percentage will either be pushed into it or will comply, ensuring damnation. It’s kind of like the KKK and Apartheid issue below except for whites of the modern era, or how democracy ensures a false sense of security.
    Like other groups the gods have offered temptations the Chinese must avoid. There are specific temptations targetted to the Chinese, very concerning in light of god’s Manifest Destiny positioning:::Exploiting the corporate establishment allows the gods to position exclusion:::
    1. Piracy (movies, software, etc).
    2. Gambling, very popular among Asians (unrespectability).
    3.
    Chinese censorship is an important benefit the gods bestowed. The communisit government protects the people from damaging media, so destructive in the West and particularly the United States:::Our 9-year-old children are free to view internet pornography, allowing the gods to justify creating disturbing pathologies with Artificial Intelligence as the children age.
    These strict enviornments help the disfavored think correctly, foster fear, enabling them to have an improved relationship with the gods, the “kings with the iron fist” in the sky.
    In an environment like theirs it is relatively easy to identify the corruptors among them:::Knowingly or not they actively lobby against this environment which seeks to preserve the China of old. Use these clues as you would the god’s geographic clues, Italy’s Boot and the Scandanavian penis, and avoid the god’s tools of corruption.
    As China came “on-line” industrially, favored redwhite&blue’s repression of alternative technologies is being felt hard.
    They are positioned to have repressed non-fossil fuel technologies (like cold fusion. “That story meant something.” c.1999?). As a result China industrialization has initiated fossil-fuel power plants, dirty coal-fired plants, instead of immediately implimenting clean power sources based on these new technologies.
    Without these technologies in place for Chinese industrialization we lost our chance to control the runaway warming which is now positionable. And, as you know, when the disfavored open a door allowing the gods to inflict misery they use it.
    This may have been the defining moment, god’s clue to the disfavored showing that the world is going to die.
    They’ve sent clues the Chinese are fucking up. The Rocket’s win streak is one (contradict perception of indespensibility?). Pollution is another just not the one I am thinking of:::There are other recent clues suggesting they are making mistakes.
    You’re no longer Asian enjoying this rich culture. You are Westernized.
    This year China experienced the misery of climate change with the extreme winter weather:::The gods will express their displeasure through Acts of god.wav. Don’t be surprised if they are communicating this as well at the United States’ biggest Chinese New Year parade in San Francisco:::HEAVY rain forecast for parade Saturday night February 23rd.
    After parade:::Because I used this paragraph prior to the event the gods may have been affected the outcome, minimizing the impact of the storm so my audience didn’t take this warning the gods had to offer, creating doubt and reducing my credibility among the Chinese.
    They’re paving the way for the Apocalypse with a “leveling of the playing field” event.
    Incidentally, they’ve shared that Asian’s appearance, which one can construe as evil, has significance.
    I am personally of the opinion that Asians are god’s favored race. The conformity, the learned cultures all suggest superiority.
    Perhaps they are used much like the germans, a people whom the gods offer a clue through their language:::As enforcer of decency.
    Your abuse of resources is being bettered exponentially, maliciously (courtesy of respression of alternative technologies), and the result will be global calamity.
    You white people capitalizing in China are fucking crazy (just like the insane white men who date Japanese women). You fail to recognize the historical pattern and you will suffer for exploiting the Chinese:::
    - Death Valley borax mines abused the Chinese and great misery befell them.
    - The fisheries on Monterey’s Cannery Row exploited the Chinese badly. Cannery Row remains a rebar-studded, uncompleted eyesore for decades as a clue.
    The gods are preying on you and using the evil company you work for to accomplish this. Everytime you exploit the Chinese you are losing time and priveledge on the other planets.
    Tibet has fallen prey to either corruption and/or the Big Lie of democracy, just as so many Vietnamese did decades ago.
    You are the morbidly disfavored who fail to recognize god’s favor when you see it:::The pinnicle of irony, ED pharmeceuticals::::People injest this poison which will cost them their health TO DEFEAT FAVOR GRANTED BY THE GODS, indifference towards sex the god’s way of helping you avoid this damaging behavior.
    Took the Dali Lama a week to speak about the riots ocurring in Tibet.
    Being a clone host he is a tool of the gods used to prey on the disfavored Tibetans.
    In addition to his extensive involvement in the West his implied support for the violence is a clue not to respect him.
    Both Confucious and Buddah emerged about the same time. Consistant with the god’s methodology one is good while the other is evil.
    Consistant with Hardship.wav, expect the evil one to be associated with the ignorant disfavored, those who are closer to Damnation.
    Try to use the Vietnamese example above because I understand they have respect issues. The San Jose fiasco the gods put on the national stage to embarass the Vietnamese was yet another clue suggesting this. Their borderline “pack mentaility” is another.
    The extreme left supporting Tibetan efforts is another clue. These are the people used to eliminate decency in society since the 60s.
    In their quest for irony just as the gods put the most hateful Italians and white supremicists in the Malcolm X clone host in the 60s so do they chose appropriately with this figure as well, for Tibetans are grossly disfavored.
    The favor in Korea lies in the North. Association withe United States is ALWAYS a bad sign.
    The Korean war ironically was a war against the South, designed to corrupt the disfavored of Korea. I suspect Vietnam may have been justified by the war against these favored peoples:::”You want to fight? Very well. Fight these people.” The Vietnamese are morbidly disfavored who will fight to the bitter end of course (see below).
    There have been many changes in India over the last 20+ years, most surrounding Westenization.
    Too many still don’t understand Westernization is a bad thing, a way the gods abuse the disfavored and level the playing field for all, ensuring their script is justified.
    My advice is to keep fresh in your memory the old ways, for the gods illustrate that “new is evil” while “old is good”.
    Beware their corruptors. They placed them throughout society as America emerged and became strong. Don’t let them weaken your moral fortitude. The gods placed them then use Artificial Intelligence to telepathically reinforce this corruption. This is their purpose. If you can identify these individuals you can avoid them and protect yourself from a corrupting environment.
    Earth is where the gods test people. People from India are lucky enough to have received “extra time” to ascend before the gods employed all these corrupting elements. This means the old ways are still fresh in your mind. Never forget them because they can help you.
    They share Hindus (and Muslim from India as well) are being corrupted by money.
    Don’t forget my example::::Infanticide justifies Chinese Westernization. Chinese Westernization justifies an American-style “short memory span”.
    The Chinese and Asians knew who their enemy was. Thousands of years of warmongering engrained the Japanese as enemies of peace-loving people. However, with the advent of Westernization the gods now are corrupting the Asians, ironically using the Japanese as role models in the process.
    They are becoming corrupted. They’ve suggested Indians are being corrupted with money in this new era. The result will be simmilar American-style abuses upon the disfavored.
    Between the two countries they make up half of Earth’s population. The gods are preparing for a full-blown Apocalypse event.
    Think about the changes that have ocurred in India in the last 20 years. Better understanding the destructive changes the gods implimented can help you avoid danger.
    ANY GROUP WHICH EMBRACES PATERNALISTIC SUERIORITY IS GROSSLY DISFAVORED::::
    1. Italians
    2. Latinos
    3. Muslims
    4. Mormons
    5. Japanese
    6. The Southern man & rednecks
    7.
    8. Other Catholic:::Irish, Philipino, Vietnamese?? Catholic women are masculinized.
    Note the incredible wealth of some of these groups. The gods are using them as corruptors.
    The gods use their tools to attack the Southern man, be it alcohol, the celebration of smoking, the complete devotion to guns and resistance, and their adoration of speed and horsepower. “There’s all kinds of stuff.” Paternalistic superiority. Celebration of the Prohibition era/illegal bootlegging as culture. The masculinization of women. Celebration of “Stars and Bars”. Their perpetual music genre. Carnivoristic preferences. The celebration of infidelity. Their head-strong nature.
    The gods used the 1980s televangelist incidents to promote godlessness among these people, a blow they couldn’t afford to take.
    Reality check:::The gods have it out for you. At least I hope this breaks that ice and helps you understand the task before you. You should be very alarmed that the gods have chose to employ such extensive use of temptation in an otherwise rural region.
    I suspect your numbers won’t be good due to your grave disfavor.
    The more god-fearing you are, the more religious you are about attending service, the more modest and humble and the recognition that women are your superior will all go a LONG WAY towards the gods finding mercy enough to allow help.
    The Spainish were Catholic like the Italians and Irish yet I don’t recall them experiencing the same clues from the gods, clues warning people of their gross disfavor (stereotypes and discrimination).
    Due to Spain’s phenominal destruction in Latin America with conquistadors and missionary work I wonder if the gods continually use this to corrupt the Spanish to this day? They certainly do with Latinos.
    Spain did pay for Columbus, right? Expect a connection. This is a Church issue rather than an Italian issue of course.
    The gods employ their “middle management” tactic, as we all witness. Expect their positioning to continue into the past::::
    I’ve mentioned before the “seamless” transistion between Cleopatra and Julius Ceasar. Perhaps they position this as if there was contact with Pharroh and they gave management duties to Egypt, who went on to use Italy, the Catholic Church, etc. in the course of their management.
    Of course none of this is true, but it was utilized extensively during the 20th century. They may continue witrh this scapegoatting, “middle management” positioning::::Milky Way quadrant, Milky Way, universal quadrant, universal. They are effective tactics, ensuring people do not become god-fearing.
    Sadly, consistant with the deterioration of society, necessary for justification, today people KNOW the gods run the show, and illustrating the evil they employ on the disfavored corrupts people very badly. They think god is evil, and they behave consistant with that belief. Now we have a planet on a collision course with the Apocalypse, and the gods set it all up perfectly that now it is justified.
    Cartoon in editorial ridiculing W, standing in front of a depiction of a god of fertility, for bringing his message of abstenence to a hypersexual people.
    Black people are their own worst enemy. Their goodies have gotten them into big trouble.
    They’ve shared they got something special and they threw it away. Expect this focus on their goodies to have intiated this change, however long ago.
    Consistant with their methodology, perhaps there is some truth to this “You’re really #1.” positioning they sell to blacks. Once.
    The Boot has fucked you twice, once by destroying life in the 20th century, another by costing you the Final Prophet:::The gods got their tools into position then maintain their positioning telepathically with Artificial Intelligence.
    The Boot fucked blacks twice, once with the murder and destruction of these supposed “Roman enemies”, another with the “thugification” of blacks, resulting in this degenerate black popular culture/society.
    I fear the gods intend to use the enemy of peace-loving Asian people, the Japanese, to inflict misery twice:::Once historically, as the warmongers the Japanese have historically been and then once again as role models, held up as the ideal to Asians, corrupted by Westernization and capitalism. The gods punish Asians for embracing Westernization/capitalism by instructing Artificial Intelligence to use the wealthy Japanese as role models for “profitable” behavior.
    This is the era of telepathic abuse. Whereas before these groups “got their hands dirty” now the gods use their positioning in place to finish the job off::::::
    The gods create preferences/request black people embrace the Italian “thug life”.
    The gods telepathically execute the elements of this theater, ensuring people aren’t receptive to my message. Much as we see with Sigmund Freud’s psychoanalysis the gods will enforce their Manifest Destiny positiong as well.
    Black popular culture has embraced the charecteristics of their victimizers:::The “thug life”.
    “Drive-by shootings” origins are Italian.
    The gods will reincarnate sexist men as pigs.
    Show on gangland drug sales.
    The gods orchistrate this whole underworld, just as they did with the Italians early in the 20th century.
    They’ve excused this off to people somehow, although it should be taken as a clue.
    Blackss signed on to this “equality” line of shit they sold to people since the 60s. The gods even referred to in the 19th century:::”2/5ths of a person.”.
    Blacks gotta pray just to catch up to white people!!! Equality is a lie. This what the gods meant when they made the 1980 telepathic announcement::::”Blacks have to try harder and do better than everybody else.”
    The difference between life in Europe vs the United States is similar to life in the suburbs vs the ghetto:::
    Both the US and the ghetto have increased temptations, opportunities for people to hurt themselves and the result is both are far less decent.
    The United States is less decent because this is where the gods sent the disfavored, the rejects from Europe, and those foolish enough to comply and leave on request.
    25 years ago they made a telepathic announcement:::::”Black people have to try harder, do better than everybody else.” This means no parties, no drinking, no drugs, no sex.
    Just like Malcolm X & the Black Panthers, the Che Guevara event happened to prey upon Latinos.
    Among others.
    Latino homosexual explosion.
    Like the NewWorld Catholic Philipinos. Look for it.
    They may play it like they do blacks, but I don’t think I’d take great comfort in this.
    You need to understand the subtle, inferred way the gods communicate to people and begin to trust it::::::
    The tiger killed the Latino. Now you understand where the gods hold Latinos in their heirarchy.
    And expect both Muslims AND Hindus to be ranked above the unrespectable Catholics, incidentally.
    Is this a clue to try to help them understand the gods hold them in such low regard? Is this a clue to Latinos to NOT fall into the same mindset which they sold to blacks? Of course ignorant blacks think they’re great. Quite the opposite it true:::The Black Panthers are part of that “upper incisor of The Beast” clue, designed for ripping and tearing flesh.
    Don’t be surprised if they are offering foreshadowing with this event. They may be sharing that Latinos will be very poorly represented while Hindus/Indian Muslims will take a painful hit.
    Perhaps it means if Latinos don’t ascend before the Apocalypse they won’t be going.
    I made the zoo a winter wonderland. I’d trust the relevance here.
    They parked Wilma on top of the southwest part of Cozumel FOR TWO FULL DAYS for the same reason, but with far more destructive results.
    Fucking indecent horse racing commericals. They disappeared but now they’re back.
    I kinda like the one where she smacks him after seeing the “Misty” tattoo. “Some Latinos are getting in trouble because of that.” Fantasizing about how they’d beat her half to death if it were them???
    Don’t forget::::The gods will reincarnate sexist men as pigs. Expect they have something extra special for then men who get violent with women.
    Cuban-Castro tension::::You don’t want to hear what I have to say.
    Either you’re sell-out whores doing what you’re told like other morbidly disfavored or the god’s positioning has been VERY effective on you. Explanation::::
    1. You are inferior to your people in the motherland. By very nature of your being in the United States this is true:::The family members with favor remained in Cuba. The gods sent each country’s rejects to America then created an enviornment which preys upon them.
    2. I think the gods forced Cuban communism to send a clue to the disfavored of the United States. I believe Cubans are NOT FAVORED ENOUGH TO BE COMMUNISTS and that’s why the gods employed compensatory elements to make you pay for something you are not worthy of:::
    a. Any culture with baseball is grossly disfavored.
    b. Music is revelry. Earth is where the gods test people. Parties hurt you.
    Salsa may be the absolute greatest music form on Planet Earth, and it has served not only as a distraction but an enormous source of pride, pride detrimental to a good relationship with the gods.
    I have other comments about communism and its implications below. Don’t forget::::The gods will reincarnate sexist men as pigs. Expect they have something extra special for then men who get violent with women.
    If you lived in a communisitic state your 10 year old son wouldn’t be able to see pornographic images on the internet. The government would have filters in place to protect the people from this damaging behavior.
    Much like alcoholism, much like homosexuality the gods punish the people with magic.
    These desires you have are going to keep you out. I recommend you begin working on your problems, for if you don’t and are among those who are invited to Planet (Temptation) Manifest Destiny it will be very difficult, for life is fueled by magic up there, and if you don’t think right you won’t be staying for long.
    Dreamcatchers. Wisdom from Native Americans.
    Dreams are a bad thing. They shared this with me right before they began to increase the number of my dreams. I suspect they used this as an example that my new, vivid dreams are punishment.
    I suspect the gods consider dreams bad because the alternative is an awakened experience.
    Girls granted favor will receive their experience awake. Boys (and disfavored girls) will experience the gods imparting wisdom while asleep, subject to the computer making these individuals forget, as happens so frequently after dreams.
    Native Americans have a problem with paternalistic superiority, among other things:::
    1. NO DOMESTICABLE ANIMALS
    2. Essentially eliminated from the face of the Earth
    3. Warmongering tribes.
    I wonder what their intent with dreamcatchers was? Was it gender non-specific??? Or was this symbol’s intent specifically for the females among a disfavored peoples whose females had a problem catching their favor???
    The Jews are Mediterreanean. This means they are fucked.
    I don’t think the Jews are the most favored of Meditereaneans. I think they just have the best religion.
    Jews are HIGHLY corruptable by money. The 20th century proves this. Their role in promoting social poison in the 60s indicts them. Also I think the gods sent this clue in the movie The Ten Commandments.
    Hairy is a bad sign. They say big nose is a bad sign. Both are appearance issues, perhaps can be interpreted as the look of evil upon their face.
    So many Meditereanean charecteristics are clues helping people understand to avoid them, similar to the geographical clues of The Boot and the Scandanavian penis.
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    You need to understand that there is a price to be paid for your cooperation within the context of the god’s positioning.
    They instill tactics EVERYWHERE ensuring a difficult testing procedure, for the reward is great. Signing on to this lie IS a tactic, and it will ensure a percentage of people fail. “Intentional foreclosure” and telling people it is acceptable to steal are two examples of temptations which will cause your Damnation.
    Of those who succeed the gods STILL require you to behave appropriately. If you fall prey to the temptations of Planet Manifest Destiny you too will ultimately perish.
    Nobody is going to “lead you out”. This is bullshit Book of Revelations Christianity positioning. Because this is their positioning this event WILL occur, but only among a pre-selected group, designed for theatrical purposes only.
    I won’t lead anyone out. This is not what I teach. You all are responsible for your own relationship with the gods, and failure to take responsibility will result in your exclusion.
    The gods want to play both sides of the coin.
    It is very important the gods maintain this perception of “middle management”, for if people knew management was just the gods and their computer they would become very frightened considering the carnage and what it says about their plans, and this fear would help them to think correctly.
    They would be on the “fast-track” to salvation.
    The gods created this environment of CEOs, kings and democracy specifically to defeat this and work very hard to maintain it.
    People teetering on Damnation think god is evil and believe evil is the way. This is called “segmentation”::::They don’t see the importance of temptation nor the god’s role or methodology in punishment::::Ironically the gods DON’T punish evil for their wickedness. These people are not wanted and the gods don’t want them to receive the feedback punishment would provide.
    I hope people in Enterprise, Alabama have become “god-fearing”, experiencing the wrath of god firsthand. Sadly, the gods will use tactics to ensure they don’t become god-fearing, telling many of them that because the tornado was because of me they “earned” and now I have to “bring them up”::::
    Because the gods scapegoat me they think I owe them all. As a result this experience goes wasted.
    There are other tactics the gods use, for example telling parents their dead soldiers “ascended”, “were clones”, etc. All are desiogned as a tactic, ensuring they do not become god-fearing.
    The gods lie freely. They will say anthing in the context of temptation. If people in Enterprise understood this they would be more likely to overcome this temptation and become god-fearing. Sadly most believe what they are told and this precious opportunity will pass without effect.
    Temptation is very important. “Heaven” is an exclusive place and you can’t get in for free.
    The gods will use their tools to create the perception of evil rewarded then corrupt the disfavored with it.
    It’s important that you differentiate between your own thoughts and when the computer thinks through you.
    The god’s computer conducts this thea

  45. Amber Neely

    OKAY. So I’m pretty much in love with you at that exact moment. Not only do you have the same general attitude about the gym as I do, you also have the same exact view about Naked juice as I do. I tried some of the mango once while I was in the hospital visiting a family member, and I spit it out on the table.
    Doctors frown upon that sort of thing.
    As does hospital security.
    As do all the cafeteria workers.
    Fuck that mess, though. I’d rather just eat a fruit.

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