I hate what I see when I look in the mirror. I don’t even feel comfortable in my own skin. I took a picture because I plan on losing this weight, getting back in shape and I don’t ever want to forget how horrid I feel at this very moment.
i stand in front of the mirror, naked.
i cringe at what i see.
my body is worn and torn,
the marks from carrying a child ever present.
my breasts, once perfectly shaped and beautiful
are now large and saggy, repulsive to look at.
my stomach, once flat and smooth,
is now covered with stretch marks, fat, no muscle tone.
i am ashamed.
i will never be beautiful again.